#90 :)

Supppppp.

I lost my watch. four days old. :(

DON'T ASK WHO I'M WITH IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME WELL. OR I WILL HURT YOU.

Please and thankyou! :)

Cheer for 3 hours in the morning. My god it was hell. Learnt fergielicious , and practiced up & birdplane dance! oh diva was a messs. okay, we're not ready for cheer, at all. and dance ensemble is getting EXHAUSTING nowadays! WE HAVE TO BUY A CORSET. LOIKE AIYOH. well, i guess its okay, but its strapless! :O haha kidding lah, we have a white longshaha omg, watched my newly downloaded 90210, and i nearly HAD A HEARTATTACK , OHGOSH IT WAS SO GOOD, I SWEAR. liam & surfergirl <3<3

#89 2010 ,

Hey.

It's 2010. Damn, time has passed fast. I have abandoned blogspot, tumblr, and so I'm just tweeting and facebooking. Heh. Oh so lame. Just decided to update for awhile.

Anyway, what's going on isssss.

Tomorrow's swimminggala. Like go Beruang! Right. But we're screwed already, cos i might even be disqualified for swimming five events. -_- Lame Lame Lame. Who's fault is it? You guess. Haven't been training. I've technically quit, but haven't told coach i guess. Haven't swam for twoo weeks since MSSKL/SAG. Speaking of that ,

MSSKL / SAG were a coupla weeks ago. So yeah, got 4 medals altogether from all the relays. Almost got a medal for 50m fly in MSSKL tho. But I was a lil' too tired for not training. Stamina - low. There's this girl, Marissa? She's swimming with me in ze 100 free, and apparently training with coach, so hope she ain't that good, or I die. :| But she probably is, since she's made to train everyday. uchh. I got offered too, on a 75% scholarship, but I turned it down immediately. Haha, it was hilarious.

Turkey. was a blast. haha, haven't even been anywhere since then.

edit : greatest apologies. that was like what, um, 1 and a half months ago. oops, very sorry. ahha. i kind of like forgot my password. so yea. :D

well anyway. Back to Turkeyy. Screw Turkey, I'm off to Italy in June babyy. :)

Sooh. Swimming gala was funn. And there was GC. Pretty not so awesome. haha. (n) Well um. There's a someone in the picture now ! HAH. Well most people know about it, thanks to some people who cant shut up. well twitter, helped with that. -.- and anyway, kirk convinced me to download 90210 by myself, and its being a bitch. i needa catch up on my gg & 90210. i'm pretty much down on HIMYM & bbt because Hariz & co love it. Grr. >:( see, its doing pretty okay right? :( click to enlargee.

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING SCIENCE / MATH NOW. BUT I'M BEING A LAZY BUTT AND CHATTING WITH PEOPLE AND BLOGGING. Well, that comes to the depressing thought of exams. Weeelll. Lets just say, I'm not doing so well. Unfortunately, I don't think I've been studying enough. Without listing down marks.. A for Sejarah , English & Geo. B for BM & KH. C for Science & Math. Well that pretty much sucks. And the Cs were um, horrendous. So mom's decided to tuition me on math, and i'm doing my own work for science. just bough a whole stack of books from Czip Lee, and hell must i be hardworking. but i'm not. hah. well trying. at least. so, next exams in may, which is might i add, pretty soon. so i'm starting revision now ! because i'm a busy brat. well yeah! so i'm gonna be hardworking and ciao now. honestly dont think i can do math right now tho, so exhausted ! practicing for pa, and sports practice tomorrow, agh, exciting yet tiring. sigghhhhhh. my life is like, gosh. x

#88 Don't stop, make it pop;

Sorry I've been abandoning the blog. But I'm using tumblr now. ;p I'll update when I feel like it, which is obviously not very often, but I'm not deleting the blog yet. :) Anyway, my tumblr link is left in the links at the side, but just another link for you guys .... here. And my tumblr is more for pictures I love, but occasionally there'll be text posts to update you on my life. I find tumblr really easy to use, and you can really express your mind in short posts, and it's convenient, not to mention addictive. Try it out! Haha. Loves. Xo.

Oh and p.s, it's been one month since i last updated. Actually , I created a couple of drafts but somehow managed to leave 'em there. ;p

DJ, blow my speakers up. ♥

#87 Fire burning on the dance floor.

Hellohello. (: I had like, hours of dance class today. But other than that, I was lifeless. I finished up G-Force this morning, watched A Walk to Remember, rewatched Wild Child by myself, and waited for someone to fix my fucked up internet. Since I pontenged school for dance class. :p And now, it's like, 12.30. -________- I was supposed to sleep at TEN THIRTY. Insomnia. Argh. And when tomorrow strikes, I'll feel like I need to die. FML. And you know what? I'm getting hungry, AGAIN. Screw my life, I just had a minipizza, with like, 95% less fat then normal pizza. How badly do I suck. If you didn't know, I'm on a diet. My clothes are very small for my dance exam. So I'm starving myself for the next 2 and a half days. (: Jinn, don't say I DON'T need to diet, because I do. And don't whine at me in school okay? (: I love you Jinn the Dustbin. :p You know what? It's frikkin 1 am. I'm like, trying to finish up this blog post in every half an hour, and now I'm getting annoyed. I want to get some Z's. But I can't. DAMMIT. Ohoh, Andrew Tingy created a twitter, like finally. -.- I bugged him about it, and finally when he was feeling bored, he decided to create one. The things he makes me do, like CHECK HIS RESTAURANT IN RESTAURANT CITY, and he can't even make a twitter. PFTT. And good luck to my dear son, Ryan Yoong, for tennis in games carnival. He claims he will trash everyone in tennis. Perasan betul, but oh vell, beat them all son, and do me proud. Teehee. Also, good luck to my twin, he's playing football. Ew. Football sucks. Not to mention after stupid Maks kicked me leg and cause injuries for life. GRPFTSHIT. It's 1.30. -.- I think I'm going to sleep now. Before i seriously confuse myself with words and bright screens, and black out with a neck cramp.

Some random moment in Wild Child where Harriot looks retarded.

Infinite X's and O's.

Somebody call 911. ♥

#86 Nobody gets me like you.

Hellohello. My stupid internet is not working again at home. Sangat the marah. I'm watching G-Force right now, they are so CUTE MY GOD. heehee. I'm like, very upset and depressed. PFFT. Stupid geo. I hate geo. >:( Imma burn my papers when I go home. It's like, all my marks are so depressing. Crazy la. I can't receive anymore bad stuff, I already cracked once, and i'm not going to crack again, I promise you. I mean like, I burst. I just like, dropped everything and ran. Thank you to everyone who tried to cheer me up. I love you guys long time. I'm really gonna miss our class next year. But neways, 1 Cempaka '13 is the bomb forever yo. We're tight for life, like the sisters in Sorority Row. But even the guys laa. :p Yesterday night I rewatched 17 Again, and like the whole of Gossip Girl. I watched Season 1 & 2 jugak, hahah. I slept at like, 5am. I don't know la. When them people try to commit suicide, they kinda like, slit their wrists to vent their anger, apparently. I really don't see it through their point of view. If they really ARE that depressed, they would just get it over with instead of trying to get attention, by telling everyone. So like yeh. I mean, I'm kinda pissed as well, like, just because someone's an underdog, doesn't mean they can't take over the rest. Or like, that you can push them around like they're such pushovers. But they're not. My god, they're humans like us. Everyone should be treated the same. Does this not suck to them? I mean it's like, unkind, not just to mention rude. Moving away from the subject, I want to get new movies. Suggestions anyone? I'm getting bored. Without the massive amounts of homework given, and the studying? Everything's like just lame already. I need something to nurture my boredom. Me and Aisya are currently looking at photos on tumblr, from fuckyeahleightonmeester, and there are like tons of season 3 photos, omgomgomg. Haha, they look SO GOOD. I'm a major gossip/scandal type of girl, as you know. Ahha. Oh and ftw, tomorrow, I wanna go watch my sister and son and twin at games carnival. But a major problem, I have to ask Puan Nurra for permission. And no way am I friggin gonna ask her for that mann. I'd rather be executed than she talk to me with her 'sarcasm'. Urgh. And worst thing is, I'm swimming tomorrow morning. Unless somehow, I can squeeze out of it. Good luck to my 'family', hope you guys do well okay ? (: Ehe. I think I'm going to go finish up G-Force now.

Infinite X's and O's.

I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down. ♥

#85 I wanna touch you.

Greatest apologies to Andrew Ting. i was supposed to urm, update since friday. Hehee. Nadia is an ANNOYING BOOB! Just randomness. (: But she is like , seriously annoying. -______- And from now on, i am forced to blog in school til my internet gets fixed, like fakk. Hopefully it'll be back by today, and Andrew, I hope you appreciate me writing this in class. :p Bitch la. I got my sejarah marks. Woohoo. -___________-

I got 82. SO SHADDAP AND KILL ME NOW. (: Please and thank you. Thank god we haven't gotten our math and english back yet. I bumped into CIk Hayati, and she was like, exams results are sucky. I was like, EFFFF. Pft. Good luck to all for Games Carnival, and I swear to god, Beruang better win. Teehee. And what the hell, Andrew, you joined handball and not waterpolo? -_____- You kicked me in the hip last year okay, and you refuse to play this year. PFFFTT. Anyhow, I feel lazy to update , so I'll probably edit this later. When hopefully internet is able to be connected at home. x

Zane is a big fat boob. He called me a horny little girl. Pft.

Don't you love this? (: It's like, the bomb.

You wanna touch me too. ♥

#84 And I can't wait to see you again.

Please don't speak to me ever again.

As of now, I'm going on a YOU fast. Get out of my life.

Stop causing my pain, it's getting old. Everytime I see your face, we make up.

But that's not happening anymore. Because you are never to speak to me, forever.

And this time? I mean it.

I hate you. I really and utterly hate you.

The next time we go out, I'll redeem myself again. ♥