#83 I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend.

Helloo. I woke up at 4am this morning, so I'm sorta grouchy. Kinda studied, then got up at 6 to eat breakfast, then I studied somemore. I wrote some people good luck on facebook, and everyone's ranting about it, haha. I'm nervous, really! I can't bear to know the fact that this determines next year, and like, it's nervewrecking okay. So, imma study everything last minute, because I seem to have forgotten my stuff, crap it. Imma go now. And i'll probably reedit this post to make it longer later tonight after I've finally made some progress with the geo, kh and sejarah. Can't forget Science too, which I always seem to be doing badly in. Hopefully the math isn't too hard, can't afford to do badly on that, considering the mathletics is already counted, where most people get 20. Oh and I got 20 for my sejarah. :D Aha, me and Nadia yoo. We weren't exactly expecting it, but we're happy, hehe. And nadia's studying her butt off, she hasn't been on for the past few days. Right now i'm studying english actually, haha aren't i so cool? :p Pft, I got a B for the last test okay, like sheesh. It was the only test I took, and it just so happened I did badly on it. -.- And on Friday, tyl was saying good luck everyone and shouting it to everyone, but noone ever said it back to him, BAHAHHA. Whoopsie. :p So, according to Alya, 1 Cempaka's going to make history yo, and after finals let's have a huge gathering to watch jennifer's body, teehee. I love you guys. ♥.

So, good luck to everyone, especially one cempaka people.

We're gonna beat the pants of the rest of em, okay? Hahah.

I love you guyss. X

I'm lucky we're in love in every way. ♥

#82 Welcome to the land of fame access;

Hello. Greetings from Planet Omgfinalsarein3days. I didn't realize this until I typed it, haha. I just punched Jinn who unfortunately for her happens to be beside me. I'm bored, I'm in moral, supposed to be finding the scrapbook thingiemajaikie. Pft. Oh, and thanks to some people, I'm forced to go swimming today, thanks alot. :( But btw, I have my river flowing, so if I swim next to whoever, BAHAHHAHAHAHAH . Omg, will be so friggin funny. I think they'd probably have a heartattack, but whatevs. But I'll be studying bab 8 sejarah during land, so it's all cool. (: But the info stored has been deleted off the system already, like so the cepat. Pish. And right now my head is exploding, like omg, damn sakit. I think I'll blow off KH and take a snooze. Goodnight everyone, and this IS a seriously short post. I don't really have much to talk about nowadays, I've gotten old and boring. Pft, I'm so stiff also, like homg. x/ kthxbaix

And the butterflies fly away. ♥

#81 Come home;

Hello. (: Just a short post, since i'm on a break before going back to KH. Sigh. Argh, and I still have my buku kerja to do. Anyhow, can you really friggin believe that finals are in 5 days? Like oh my god, it's gonna determine FATE. Like, ewww. I can't really imagine our class being split up, I'll really miss us. We're tight like that okay. I can tell it's gonna be torture. I don't wanna drop, please? Thank yous. And the smart people will be in Cempaka, and god knows how snobby they are. Certain people are like that, know what I mean? (; Aha, it's not like we're mean or anything, it's just the truth, like how obnoxious people are just because they think they're so much better than us. And even though like everyone's against us, they'll probably find next year so awesome because they're so good, and so smart, and do everything they want. Like, please. And time's passing so quickly while we're stressing, it's like from 2 months to 2 days; soon we'll be graduating, getting into uni, getting married and all those stuff. But we don't need to think about all that so quickly, haha. (; But I pontenged school to study, so I am taking short breaks every couple of hours, and I've been studying since 9. So, I'm making progress, but yeah, still need to wash my brain more. I feel so dumb. And I'm stopping for dance class and ice cream later, so thank lord. And btw, I'm not the only one who pontenged school okay. Only 12 people came to school today, so I'm not the only rebel. Haha. I'll have less time tomorrow to study though, since I'm going swimming. I'll pull a late nighter. (: Hopefully all this hard work pays off, before I jump off the leaning tower of pisa when i go on Italy in December. Oh yeah, forgot to tell you, I'll be going to italy after presidents cup. HEEHEE. I'm on air. Anyway, KH is calling my name, so like, I have to respond. FORCING MYSELF TO STOP TYPING. Ehe, x.

Cause I've been waiting for you. ♥

#80 Now this is the sound of a broken heart;

Hello world. Finals are in exactly a week. Screw. I don't feel okay. I feel like I'm PMSing wtf. And ohmygod, I forgot to bring Wye Mun's hairband. -.- Which I borrowed to weeks ago, on the last day of Upsr 09. Remind me, someone?

I owe Wye Mun her hairtie.

I owe Wye Mun her hairtie.

I owe Wye Mun her hairtie.

I owe Wye Mun her hairtie.

I owe Wye Mun her hairtie.

There, that should do it. (: Aha, so sorry laa. Anyway, I'm hungry. Pish. Nadia's going to scold me for overeating again. Apparently my phase is hormonal problems, please la. And I'm growing up, eating alot, being 'rude' and whatever shit. Anyway, I'm so sleepy and lethargic since like raya holidays, dunno why. Tried to study some Science yesterday, and finally SOME shit got into my head. And I thought I was practically okay for sejarah until like today, we had sejarah and suddenly I'm just like, shit, where'd all that crapload of information go to? Right out of my head la, obviously. -.- Argh, I have alot more stuff to memorize this weekend, I think I'll lock myself in my room. Screw. And right now everyone's going like, crap, finals, shiz, we need to study, die, finals are here. And it's making all of us so lame, I swear, like we're headless zombies, pft. But since I have a free period, I'm gonna be a good girl and study. taa.

kthxbai

There's only one reason why we're apart. ♥

#79 Crashing down;

Heyheyhey! (: I am currently missing 2008, like friggin a lot. I miss my teachers. I miss my friends. Even though they're still here. Right here. Next to me. It's like, shit now. Like, homgg. And now like UPSR's over and crap, it's like seriously making me miss the times. Like fuck no, this can't be happening. I'm just like holding on to the memories, and if I weren't, I'd probably have killed myself already. Which I probably tried in every single torturous way already, cept I didn't do it the 'kill' way. -________________________- And btw, I'm going through this eating phase, like homg.Anyhow. I'm eating like friggin alot. so kill me before I go like superfat, obese, or have to audition for the next Biggest Loser, crap! :/ Anyhow, i need serious help. Like therapy! Or, my fave power yoga. I'll ask Zane's mummy for classes. (: HAHAH. K, but I want like 4 hours of dance class, to release tension, fo shizzle. Haha. I feel like so many people keep getting mad at me which is like, bloody depressing okay. And I'm apparently a 'troublemaker' now. -.- Like, screw you people. I just had a fantastic splurge at MPH the other day, bought like 8 books, and among those, I found one I really liked, and I'm still reading it at the moment. (: It's REALLY GOOD. Mm. Check it out, kay? (:

In your avalanche. ♥

#78 You know that I could use somebody;

Today, I broke my glasses. For the 4th time this year. :/ Hehe. And if you realized, ChewLiann was at them all, hahahah. First was when some dude kicked my face. Then it broke at swimming, 2 hours later. And then was when i was sleeping, I whacked my bottle down and crushed my specs. :/ Then Netball. and netball again. :o And btw, I've been on this post like, since Monday. like omfg. I'm getting lazy la. Finals are round the corner, and i'm lepakking. Fuck. And Julian 'advises me to divide my time solely'. -____-. And anyway, I'm too lazy to fucking update. I feel fucked up. And I just want to bloody update some short paragraph, and go die. Oh, I got my piano results back? And that 103, was totally ruined by songs. I failed 2 songs. And passed one exactly on the dot. But honestly, my scales, sight reading and aural marks were like, proo. haha. Anyway, spelling bee for primary was today, and apparently JoonMeng won! (: Congrats youu! If you're reading this, which he probably isn't. :p And tomorrow is math olympiad for 'em, and good luck to you, Andrew Ting Ser Jien, you big boobie. (: I know you want to win, so go ahead and do that yo. And for Games Carnival primary? I WANT TO GO WATCH. hahaha. Ken Gan Wei Ming, you'll do a fantastic job this year. Beruang will win, right? Hehe. Anyhow, got my outfit for the performance, and like, they changed the colour to blue, so scratch those outfits out. If I take pictures, imma post them. Hee. Anyway, since Andrew wrote his post about me, I'll just write about him. :p He think he's so awesome. ;p But he's nott. And he's slightly pro. (: And he's a nerd. Specially in Maths. At all the swimming competitions, he loves to do my math homework, hahahahah. Anyway, he thinks he so cool. But he lifeless. Cos he's a swimmer. -______-.

kthxbaiX

Someone like you. ♥

#77 Battlefield.

Heys. (: I just got back from training, and was supposed to have tuition, and latin, but both got cancelled. haha, cool. I am now happy. (: Anyway, I was supposed to choose my perf outfit? Yeah, these are some ideas from Nadia. Haha. Thank yous, nads. (: Anyway, while he was in China, I got Zane to help me, so yeah. This is the outfit. (: Actually, outfit(s). :p

I'm bored. And I have nothing to say. And I think my brain is just totally affected by the heat wave, so. Yeah, and I keep changing subjects alot? And I find that weird. Haha. And I was really hungry, and my wish today was to be hardworking enough to walk down the stairs to get it. :p And it is so fucking panas that I'm sweating when my aircond is at 16degrees. Screw! ;o Argh. Now my shoulder hurts more, and now i have back cramps. SEE! I told you I keep changing subjects. Gr. I hate my brain right now. Haha. Anyway, I think I need to get a new aircond. :/ Renovating my room after finals, babeh. (:

kthxbaiX

Why does love always feel like a battlefield? ♥